and yes, ive stopped all the crying. meimei, thanks for the call from korea; and sam for the late night call; and amanda who called today. and of cos, deryck for the sms-es and the re-formatting of my baby.

i gotta be strong eh. now since dad's in penang alr, we got to stay strong together. everything will be fine ultimately, i just know it.

you will be fine. please wake up soon. please.